As I look back on the past six months, I’m filled with so much gratitude for the changes that have taken place in my life. Alhamdulillah, I’m now part of a new organization. The one that truly sees and values what I bring to the table. It feels good to finally be in a place where I feel content, where my work gives me a sense of purpose. Sure, there are challenges, but the daily feeling of being appreciated and genuinely happy makes it all so worth it.
Not long ago, I was in a completely different headspace. The environment I was in had become toxic, and it was really affecting my well-being. I remember feeling stuck, feeling so drained emotionally and spiritually. There were many days I cried, pouring my heart out in doa, asking Allah for a way out, for something better. I prayed hard for a fresh start, for a career that would give me more than just a paycheck, but something meaningful, something peaceful.
A turning point for me was my Umrah trip in August 2022. I had the incredible blessing of visiting Makkah and Madinah. These two places that hold so much weight in my heart. I used that time to ask Allah sincerely for guidance, especially when it came to my work and future. I’m so thankful to my husband for making that trip happen. May Allah reward him abundantly and grant him everything that is good for us, in both worlds.
When I turned 37 on November 18, I took a moment to pause and reflect. I made doa for good health, more blessings, and the chance to do more good, more pahala for the akhirah. Each birthday is a reminder for me: of what I’ve been through, how far I’ve come, and what truly matters in life.
In these moments of reflection, I also think about the wider ummah. As Muslims, our deen teaches us to lead with love, peace, and sincerity. It hurts to see how often that sincerity is taken for granted, especially in the case of our brothers and sisters in Palestine. Despite everything they've been through, they’ve always shown incredible generosity and resilience. It’s heartbreaking to witness their suffering, especially since October 7th. Today marks 49 days since then, and not a day has passed without making doa for them.
Ya Allah, grant them Your protection, raise their status, and bring them victory. Bring them peace and relief. Ameen.
This journey of change, healing, and faith has shown me just how powerful prayer can be. Trusting Allah’s timing, even when things feel uncertain, has brought me to where I am now. And for that, I’m deeply thankful. Here’s to moving forward with gratitude in my heart and tawakkal in my steps.
